Nothing Breaks Like a Heart
My Emotional Morning
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I woke up this morning feeling like a deflated balloon, empty and lifeless. The weight of the world was crushing me, and I couldn't shake off the exhaustion. It's like someone had sucked the air out of my lungs, leaving me gasping for breath.
The past few days have been a whirlwind of emotions, a rollercoaster ride of stress,anxiety, and unpredictability. My son's upcoming discharge from treatment on the 31st is looming over me like a dark cloud, threatening to unleash a storm of chaos and unpredictability. His explosive episodes have left me feeling like a war zone, battered and bruised. 👊🏿💥
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And then there's my husband, who's been playing games with my heart. 😭🤡 His side piece had the audacity to message me, claiming I could have him back.🤢🤮 It's like they think I'm a fool, a pawn in their twisted game of deceit.😵💫
I've been down this road before, and I know where it leads – to a dead-end of heartache and betrayal.💔 My husband's sudden change of heart is just a convenient coincidence, a desperate attempt to salvage what's left of our relationship, but I'm not interested in recycling the same old toxic dynamics. I NEED MORE!!💗💖💗
I deserve better. I deserve to be loved and respected, not played like a fiddle. I've spent half my life invested in this relationship, and it's time for me to cash in my chips and move on. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
. . . . .So, I'll take a deep breath, let the tears fall, and slowly start to rebuild myself. 😭😭I'll find my strength in the rubble of my heart and rise from the ashes like a phoenix.🩶💫
Your courage to share your heartbreak is helping me face my own.
ReplyDeleteMy heart breaks for you, having to deal with this pain and betrayal.
ReplyDeleteRemember, your worth isn't defined by him or his actions – you're so much more.
ReplyDeleteIt's infuriating that he thinks he can just waltz back in like nothing's wrong!
ReplyDeleteI'm so tired of seeing good people like you get hurt by those who don't deserve them.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry he's putting you through this, you deserve so much better.
ReplyDeleteUnbelievable that he'd put you through this and still think he can salvage the relationship.
ReplyDeleteYou are worthy of love, care, and respect – don't forget that!
ReplyDeleteYour growth and transformation are remarkable – keep pushing forward!
ReplyDeleteYou got this. 💪🏻 Can't keep a good woman down.
ReplyDeleteHis actions speak louder than words, and it's clear he doesn't value your relationship.Better days are ahead, and you're stronger because of what you've endured.
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ReplyDeleteI was reading your blog earlier and my heart hurt for you. But I was thinking about your name, Ayanna. I did a little research and it's of African origin. Itmeans beautiful flower.
ReplyDeleteI think it totally fits it's wearer. Love you always! ♥️
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