Soul in Turmoil

I'm trapped in this hole, unable to escape

Medications numb the surface, but the pain remains

A constant ache, a heavy heart

Longing for happiness, but it's torn apart

I thought I was working towards a brighter day

But now I'm lower than ever, lost in disarray

Scared, nervous, nauseous, and hurting too

My body's numb, my neck stiff, my stomach twisted in two

Feverish, nose bleeding, head pounding in pain

Eyes swollen, tears falling like the rain

When will it stop? When will I be free?

I'm tired of this ache, tired of being me

I'm weary of words, tired of complaining every day

I yearn for peace, for an end to this dismay

Perhaps my time is near, and I'll finally be spared

Maybe in my last breath, I'll find solace and be able to breathe

No one knows my struggle. My daily fight

It's unfair to burden others with my plight

So I'll hold on to hope and wait for my release

And maybe, just maybe, I'll find some peace.