The Darkest Depths

Hello everyone,

As you know, I've been open about my journey and emotions on this blog. Lately, it's felt like a never-ending rollercoaster - every day brings a new challenge, and any glimmer of hope is quickly overshadowed by something difficult. I'm exhausted from the constant ups and downs.

I'm tired of bringing others down with my struggles. I don't want to hold anyone back or negatively impact their life. Despite my best efforts to stay positive, life has started to feel like a cruel joke.

For over 20 years, I've been waiting for my breakthrough, my chance to shine. But the wait has become unbearable. I've decided to stop fighting against the tide and let life take me where it will.

I want to encourage those around me to move forward, live their lives, and don't look back. I feel like a biohazard, so please distance yourself from me. However, if you ever want to talk or share updates, I'll be here, and I wish you all the best.

Thank you for reading and understanding. I'm okay, so please don't worry about me. ❤️