A Breaking Point

There will come a day, though I don't know when, that I'll finally break free. Until then, I'll keep moving forward, no matter how hard it gets. As a mother of four, I refuse to let my struggles define me or harm my children's futures. They've already been through enough.

Every day, I'm fighting a battle within myself. The pain of losing D'Koda still feels like an open wound, and the constant emotional turmoil is taking its toll. I'm exhausted, physically and mentally. But I keep going.

I've taken on too much, and it's starting to feel like too much to handle. I'm judged for taking my husband back, my son's behavior is a constant worry, and the never-ending household chores are draining. Schoolwork piles up, but I'm too tired and sick to keep up.

I've asked God to make it stop, to give me a reprieve from this relentless cycle. But still, I'm here. For what, I'm not sure. All I know is that I have to keep going, for my children's sake.

If you're reading this, know that you're not alone. We're all fighting battles, and sometimes it feels like the darkness will consume us. But we keep going, one step at a time.