Trapped in a Cycle of Pain!!

I'm struggling to find the strength to continue in this situation with my husband. The constant reminders of his infidelity are making it impossible for me to heal. Every day, he's contacted about his mistress, and it feels like salt is being rubbed in my wounds.

Tonight was the final straw. I felt disrespected repeatedly, and I couldn't hold back my emotions. I promised myself I wouldn't let my children see me lose control again, but I failed. I went from calm to furious in an instant, and it took physical restraint from my mother and her friend to stop me.

I'm exhausted from being the bigger person, tired of being a joke, and sick of being labeled a nag or a bitch when all I'm trying to do is help. I'm always available for others, but when I need support, everyone disappears. It's like I'm only valued until I'm no longer needed.

I'm done being taken for granted. I deserve better. I need to find a way to break free from this toxic cycle and prioritize my own healing.