Trying to Hold On

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As the holiday approaches, many of us are busy preparing for Thanksgiving feasts and festivities. I'm looking forward to it too, but my mind is also preoccupied with a more personal milestone: D'Koda's birthday on Tuesday.

Last year, the stress and emotions surrounding the holiday season took a toll on my physical health, and I ended up in the hospital. This year, I've been trying to prioritize my well-being and take things one step at a time.

However, it's proving to be a challenge. My plate is feeling overwhelmingly full, and I've been struggling with nausea all month. The thought of two of my kids not being home for the holidays is weighing heavily on my mind and making me feel sick to my stomach.

Just this morning, I woke up vomitin It's clear that I need to take a step back and focus on my own well-being. I'm hoping that with some rest, self-care, and support, I'll be able to make it through this difficult time.