Overwhelmed!

**The Weight of 29**

Turning 29 feels less like a milestone and more like a heavy weight. My mind is a whirlwind of anxieties: 

* **Family:** How can I make my kids happy? How can I support my mama's wedding and make it unforgettable? Am I being too moody for my husband? 

* **Career:** What job is the right fit? Will I have time to write with a demanding career and school?

* **Health:** I'm still recovering from a miscarriage, battling guilt and self-doubt. 

These "what ifs" are constant, threatening to overwhelm me. I feel unattractive, inadequate, and like I'm failing everyone around me.  

May peace and understanding wash over me like a gentle wave.