#A Honest Cry to God

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I woke up at 2 am, rushed to the bathroom, and didn't make it in time. After cleaning up and taking some medication, I'm back in bed, reflecting on my thoughts.

Before falling asleep last night; I tried to clear my mind, but my humanity got the better of me. I feel discouraged, having laid my burdens at God's feet, yet still struggling with anxiety and doubt. Why am I still worried about His provision? How long will I have to wait?

My family has experienced our share of hardships – hunger, homelessness, and uncertainty. We've often relied on faith, saying "God will provide," even when help didn't come immediately. I'm tired of living in scarcity, waiting for crumbs. I want abundance, not just for myself, but for my loved ones.

It seems unfair that others, who haven't faced the same challenges, can live abundantly without effort. We've endured tests, tribulations, and losses, yet still await our breakthrough. I'm ready for God to move mightily in our lives.

I want the houses we've dreamed of, the awards we've worked towards, and the businesses we've envisioned to become a reality. I'm not asking for handouts; I'm seeking God's promise of abundance.

It's time for our season of prosperity. I'm trusting God's lead, ready to follow. 

✨️Amen.✨️