Finding Balance in Chaos

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Today was a day filled with simple joys and precious moments. Exploring the farm with my little one, picking strawberries, and watching her learn and play was a treat. Seeing her laughter and excitement as she played with friends brought so much happiness. Although my surprise didn't quite go as planned –👀 she  spotted the car 👀– it was still special to see her smile. ☺️

💫💫As I watch my children grow, I'm reminded of D'Koda, who wasn't able to experience many of these milestones. I carry her in my heart and hope she feels included in spirit. Missing her deeply, I find comfort in lighting a candle and talking to her daily – anything that brings me peace.🌟🌟

This week has been overwhelming with court dates, field trips, and work piling up. Finding balance feels like a challenge, but I'm trying. News about Jay has been worrying, and the thought of potential safety issues weighs heavily on me. It's exhausting to think about what could happen, but I'm holding onto faith – my mom's prayers are covering our family. 💫💫